I used to keep telling people, even myself, that I was more of an introverted person. But now, barely getting any time to talk to anyone I trust, I can't believe that crap anymore. I need someone. There's thoughts in my head I don't want to hide anymore but there's never an appropriate time. Can't just say some heavy stuff outta nowhere.
I want to feel something other than boredom. "wow im bored" is all I say online and that has not gotten me anywhere.

But do I deserve someone? No.




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