I can't survive a day in my life without saying some smartass or dumbass shit. Why do people put up with me. How ddoes anyone like me? I either hatee everyone or I hate myself , there's no other options for me. No matter what I goddamn do, it's always emotion before reason. fucking emotions again, always making sure I won't be taken seriously or making me wonder why people even want to talk to me. Don't blame the goddamn music, that's 80's christain extremist talk. Do I deserve any sympathy? Right now, I don't think so.